Wednesday, December 31, 2014

1st Weeks in Monrovia: A flip-flop and an unwelcome guest

Last night in Bible study we talked about journaling as a way to remind ourselves of questions posed to God and what the answers looked like. This morning I decided to look back through old journal entries I had written right when I initially arrived in Monrovia.  Here is a particularly memorable moment:

“I’ve been in Monrovia for about six weeks.  First temporary apt was bad experience. Second permanent apartment is working out pretty well… except for the A/C issues -- and then the unwelcome guest. After my bedroom A/C started leaking and soaking into the carpet on Thursday I shut it off.  A/C men didn’t come on Thursday. No show Friday.  So I was to spend the weekend without A/C.  That was fine since it wasn’t too hot in my bedroom.
 But then late last night I saw an unwelcome guest on the move with purpose coming down from my malfunctioning A/C. A roach! A big one nevertheless, known by some as a waterbus.  I screamed and realized I had no insect spray.  Instead I grabbed a fly swatter.  I approached it.  It fled in the opposite direction and continued to descend the wall. I texted a neighbor to ask if she had spray.  She had none. A few thoughts of desperation raced through my mind.  I lamented the fact that I didn’t have any.  I thought about using white vinegar mix instead. I resolved to sleep in the living room that night.  I wondered how comfortable my couch would be. Then I prayed, sincerely asking for help.  It was one of my most heartfelt prayers.  How was I to a) get to it and b) kill it? Dead.
 I imagined it roaming around the room, maybe even following the path of my wet upturned carpet and making its way onto my bed.  Oh, the horrors!  Then, breaking my train of thought, I saw it near the window close to me.  I grabbed the vinegar mix and sprayed it.  Then it started moving across the floor towards me, in plain shoe-hit range!  I flung off one flip-flop.  Not sure why.   It moved a bit closer within my reach.  I grabbed the flip-flop and “Bam!” I stopped it in its tracks, yelling the entire time.
 David had his Goliath. Mine was a bit smaller but equally unnerving.   What praise went up that night! God hears my prayers, tends to the needs of my weak heart and strengthens me to do great exploits!  An hour later, once I was ready to go to bed I mustered up the courage to clean up my kill.  I approached it to scoop it into the dustpan.  The antennae moved. “Bam!” It was truly flat them. Scooped it, howled/squealed/groaned in angst, heaved it out the front door, then went off to sleep.  In big and small things, God is a true Father, Keeper, and Strength.

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Crafternoon: Thanksgiving in Liberia

Happy Liberian Thanksgiving!

What a gift to be able to celebrate Thanksgiving twice in one month #1 up November 6th.

In honor of the day I invited a few craft-inclined ladies over to work on and share crafts using one of God's greatest gifts: the gift of creativity.

Voila pictures and the fruits of our labors:
1st attempt at an origami telescope.

Group effort papier mache.

I think this was needlepoint.

Pom-pom and my favorite easy craft: flower pen.

Lovely local fabric apron.

Sunday, November 9, 2014

Ebola: Awareness-raising


Some have asked me "So what is it like living there? Do people talk about Ebola at all?"

Do people talk about it?  Here it's like talking about the weather: frequent and sometimes informative. 

On the way back from Firestone the other week I got inspired to take pictures of the posters.  We were going at a snail's pace in the towing vehicle so it provided the perfect opportunity. 
The outbreak will end and the posters and paraphernalia will be replaced by other ads.  So I memorialize this moment while I can:


Ebola awareness-raising in the heart of Monrovia. 








Sunday, November 2, 2014

Road trip to Firestone Plantation

Yes, THE Firestone.  As in the tires.

Little know fact: Some of trees that Firestones taps to get rubber to make their tires are in Liberia.  Bought for a ridiculously low price, the Firestone company owns a HUGE plantation that is like a city to itself with a hospital, clubhouse, golf course and even a school.  It's one of Liberia's best kept secrets. They also did an amazing job at curbing the spread of Ebola on the plantation: Article with video Firestone Did What Governments Have Not. A briefer albeit inaccurately titled article is How Firestone Shut Ebola down in Liberia.

One Sunday I spontaneously joined three colleagues for what ended up being an eventful yet delightful day.






Fascinated by how the trees are "tapped" or cut at a were precise angle in for the rubber sap to flow correctly.  Buckets are attached to the trees to catch the slow drips for days.  For some reason looking at this gave me an appetite.




After explaining to me how the seeds of the tree drop to the ground and create new trees like weeds, Ken went off searching for seedlings. The seeds come in clips of 3, sometimes 4.  In the background are beautifully manicured rows of trees. 


Firestone golf course.  Lessons $10 an hour?!
  
Me and one of my favorite folk.
After leaving Firestone we made a stop for catfish.  We ended up taking a look at the other items for sale.  We got nothing but a few laughs with the ladies.
Friend inspecting dried fish at the side of the rod to Monrovia.
Palm oil seeds



After leaving the catfish/palm nut/dried fish stand, Ken's car refused to start.  We were still a ways outside of town so we flagged down some help.  They jumpstarted the car.  A few miles down the road the car started sputtering and slowed down to a stop again.   By this time we were already in Monrovia. 



The remnant of the 11 dudes plus an Embassy colleague.
 The way crowds gather around unusual events, especially those involving foreigners, is uncanny.  When dudes started crossing the road to the car I estimated 15 people would gather.  I was too amazed to take a picture.  We ended up with 11.  They were unable to jumpstart the car this time around.  We called the Embassy and they sent a vehicle to tow us home.

Favorite picture of the day: Damsels in distress.

Lourdes and Ken happy to be towed.

Altogether a delightful day.  

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

It's 0.001.

0.001.

That's the percentage of the Liberian population that has Ebola.  I feel like someone should start a campaign letting people know how absurd the hysteria over letting people from the region into the US or any country for that matter.  The likelihood that a person will NOT have Ebola is so much higher than the slight chance that they would have come into contact with someone who has the virus.

Literally less than one in a million.

0.001% of the population of Liberia has contracted Ebola.

Oddly enough this unprecedented spread can be credited more to individual behavior not the virulence of the virus alone.  Liberians are purveyors of a complex culture which has at it's core a deep distrust of government.  It is evident in the main message of the in-country awareness campaign "Ebola is real."  For months many people didn't believe it was real and refused to change their behaviors.

0.001.

This number came up in conversation with my mom.  I assured her that while there are 4665 probable/suspected/confirmed cases of Ebola in Liberia, more than in any one country, the population is 4.6 MILLION.

I did the math.

Yes, it is sometimes deadly but it is also rare and treatable, especially in the US. No matter what we say, we have a basic trust in government, especially when it comes to health messages.  Who will hear me when I say "An Ebola epidemic in the US is the least of it's worries."


0.001%.

The value of lives lost and transformed directly and indirectly by the virus can't be quantified.  This is a region in grief.

It's been painful to watch the media and a portion of the American public that the media chooses to represent expressing such misinformed and downright malicious perspectives.  This is truly a battle against fear and undue discrimination that is based on paranoid delusions of a violent epidemic, not on the facts.

While my fellow countrymen watch from across the ocean, sometimes condemning healthcare workers for their contributions, belittling their immense sacrifice while lobbying for increased travel restrictions, I look to the Lord.

May God to continue to comfort those from the young to the old who have lost so much.

May God bring healing to the hearts of those who are gripped and blinded by fear around the world.

May physical and emotional healing flow worldwide to those directly and indirectly affected by this crisis.




Sunday, October 5, 2014

An excretion

Every Friday I go to ladies bible study.  Hands down the highlight of my week.

The study in early September was very unique because we had a special guest: Miss Constance Hill, aged 5. She is the daughter of a friend of the host, Rushie.

Immediately we found something we had in common: love for lounging in Rushie's hammock.  We became besties because neither of us were willing to forsake the lure of our hammock cocoon even if it meant sharing it with a perfect stranger.
As we were lounging, swinging and discussing the Book of Esther and I hear a little "blurp."  Miss Constance Hill
had relaxed herself to sleep while her stomach churned to the rhythm of the hammock. And up came her latest snack.
Now, living in Ebola times it's hard to ever look at throw-up, cough, sneeze, or any bodily fluid exiting someone else's body the same again.  But you know me, cool as a cucumber, I peeled the sleeping beauty off of me, helped her take her slightly soiled shirt off and used it to clean my generously soiled dress and sandal.  It was awkward yet serious yet funny.  I could feel the medical doctor I'd invited watching very carefully how I handled the body excretion. She instructed me to wash my hands. I complied. Anyways, the study continued and it was fabulous.

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Relishing life

At a recent staff meeting while waiting for other colleagues to arrive I asked one colleague "So, what's been the highlight of the day so far."  He started to respond "Well, with Ebola. . ."

I was like "Wait, stop right there."

He got me started on Ebola. The Ebola epidemic is like a cold.  You can let it get the best of you and encroach on every inch of life or you can do your best to keep it at bay and live life to the fullest possible.

I told him that while we are in the epidemic, we can still be realists yet optimists.

Lesson #4: In life there is always something to appreciate even in the gloomiest of situations.

He never did give me a highlight.

So this list is dedicated to all who hesitate to seek and relish the highlights in life.

Highlights of living in Liberia during the Ebola crisis:
  • Seeing Liberian resilience in action
  • Learning unforgettable lessons about facing fears
  • Learning priceless lessons about trust in God
  • Finding more time than ever to read 
  • Valuing the smallest gifts of life (though while writing I just saw and killed the biggest ant I've seen in a while)
  • Doing more regular exercise than I've done in years (mainly walking and Zumba)
  • Seizing the day, relishing and indulging in healthy living and relationships
  • Blogging more regularly (after recovering from an Ebola-induced hiatus:)
  • Hearing more regularly from friends checking in to make sure I'm still alive

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Sweet Grandma's sunset

The joy of Beauty.
I received the news yesterday afternoon that my grandma, the loveliest of all lovelies, passed away yesterday morning.  She was 92 years old.   We knew her health had been declining over the past year but her issues breathing was a very recent issue. I spoke to my mom yesterday and today and she is doing ok, sad but reassured that she passed quickly and very peacefully.  The family and I are doing ok.  Tears come but I am also thankful for the quality quality time spent with her my last two trips to the US.  Such a gift.  God shows His immense goodness and love in all seasons of life.

Please pray for our family as we grieve her absence yet celebrate her final rest with the Love of her life.

Things I learned from grandma:
  • What a perfect sweet potato pie tastes like
  • Knowing the value of and time that goes into hand-sewn clothing
  • Hospitality
  • The importance of cooking and eating well
  • Appreciating the beauty of a tree
  • How to love fiercely despite hurt and difficulty
  • Resilience
  • The transforming power of lively relationship with Jesus especially for us, the imperfect ones
and so much more. . .

Follow this link for a video of her (and me in the background) doing one of her favorite things:  http://youtu.be/czo_qHdylNs?list=UUq-9V2yjSl-SO7m_EcKiDVg



Sunday, September 14, 2014

What I want to be when I grow up.

Today I went out to dinner with two friends.  It's amazing how normal events carry such special delight in the midst of a national emergency.  While at dinner the topic of midwifes/doulas came up. I hadn't thought about it for so long but that's one job I would LOVE to have.

Here are a few more:

1) Auto mechanic generalist (I want to simply hear a troubled car and know what the issue is)
















2) Natural hair tutor (To host natural haircare workshops)


3) Action Learning coach (Helping groups work together and solve problems more effectively)

4) Bed and Breakfast House Manager (Creating an unforgettable hospitality experience)







5) Handywoman











6) Pro-bono doula












7) Professional organizer (bringing order to messes:)

Thursday, September 11, 2014

News I could use

I got my 1st nearly frantic email today from a dear friend.  You know who you are:)
"You have to keep me updated! I'm seeing too much on the news. Where are you, what's going on?"
I replied:
Hey there.  Hmm, perhaps you need to change the channel, friend:) I'm still here, still well, thank God. . .
Lesson #4: Words are powerful. In times of stress be careful about what you read and what you say.

I honestly don't understand why the forecasts are so grim.

I've begun to limit my intake and will start to be very selective about my sources of information because the news isn't so much news as it is mundane (so-and-so donated such-and-such) or horrific.

News stories I wish I'd see more of:
  • "Do you know someone who lives in or had recently returned from Liberia? How you can support them"
  • "Non-sensational, factual sources of information on the epidemic"
  • "Life in a time of Ebola: Activities you think you can't do but can"
  • Statistics: How those who got it got it, how unlikely it is for the average Joe to get it. 
  • Reliable organizations to partner with in the fight against Ebola
  • Stress management tips for family and friends of Ebola region dwellers
  • Uses for bleach you never knew
  • Surprising uses for hand sanitizer

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Current crushes

As I walked home one afternoon I realized that there were number of men that have become my favorites here. There are three, six or seven if we count married ones.

To avoid scandal, perhaps I should define "crush."  It's not romantic but rather my appreciation they've won and that sets them apart. Since they have become a nice set, I decided to analyze them and highlight what it is about them that make them recipients of my appreciation. Each has a distinguishing characteristic:

1. Generosity with physical strength
2. Passion (about work, of course)
3. Intellect
4. Sincere kindness
5. Humility
6. Patience
7. Voice/Expressed Wisdom

Now to have all of these characteristics rolled up into one. That would be fabulous.

No, friend.  I know the question on your mind: "Is any of them a possibility?"  Not that I know of.  And so, ever the learner, I learn about my preferences from my crushes and move on.

Movin' on.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Stronger than sticks and stones

Lesson #3: Our greatest weapon: the Word

I don't often beg but when it came to my Bible Study leader sharing her experience with the power of the Word, I nearly groveled.

She emailed her story the other night. Knowing that she'd be happy for others to learn from it, I am reprinting it below:
Recently it pleased me to see the effect of the power of God's Word. . .
While meeting with a girlfriend the other day, she began to become 'unglued'. Strange because she is usually a strong and bubbly lady, but all of a sudden her face began to look flushed and as if she was about to cry.  
. . .I asked her 'what's wrong'? She exploded... explaining with so much emotion that up til now she had been fine following the rules and dealing with all this Ebola craziness, but after receiving another anxious call from a relative abroad, and  hearing the dismal report from the head of the CDC upon his quick visit to Liberia, she began to lose hope and become fearful. What was she to do now with a young child, all borders closed and nearly no flight options out of the country? 
Understanding her concerns, but being more at peace with the situation, I asked a man of God in our company to pray with her. He prayed a powerful prayer of grace etc, but that did not seem to totally calm her down, for she began to share her fears almost at the "Amen".  
While trying to talk through her "Buts" and "what ifs", my spirit led me to just open the Bible and share a direct message from Philippians 4:6-7 which says: 
 "Do not be anxious about anything (not even this Ebola or the minimal flights). but in everything (even this current situation), by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God".  I then told her when and after you do this, replay/meditate on it  (vs 7) says "And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus".  
Immediately her face lit  up with a smile. Her entire expression changed and I could see the relief, and that was the end of the conversation. We said our good byes and she walked away.  
All first efforts to console her failed, it was only by the power of the Word that did it in an instant!  
For me, it was amazing to see how powerful the Word of God is to transform and restore.  
We must use it often and share it more.  
Be blessed!
What an example of a powerful truth.

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Shakin' in my sandals

My biggest issue living in Liberia during this Ebola crisis hasn’t been so much the threat of the illness. I don't think I'm really even afraid of death. That's another posting:)

Lesson #2: Living in a crisis situation is the ULTIMATE leadership challenge.

It’s the leadership I have to take in many areas that gives me shivers. It's really got me shakin' in my sandals.

At work I’m acting Education Team Leader working with a team to manage over $100 million in aid to the education sector in Liberia while representing the USAID Liberia mission in education. In the education sector I serve as the coordinating agency leading other agencies in coordinating education development efforts with the Ministry of Education of Liberia. Wow. Even as I write these words I get the sense that I’ve overwhelmed by it because that’s not what I’m supposed to do.

True confessions: I remember when I inherited a life group at Capital City Church around 2011 or 2012, I thought it was too much too soon. I felt like I hadn’t been groomed enough, mentored enough or mature enough. I just didn’t feel like I was fit for the position. Then the Lord gave me the revelation that it’s His group. He positioned me to be a facilitator of what He wants to do. Man did that take the load off. Once I saw myself as a facilitator, nothing was impossible. No perceived insufficiency on my part could hinder what He wanted to do.

So I feel Him comforting me with the same truth. While the position in the world’s eye is leadership, in God’s eyes, I’m still merely a facilitator of what He wants to do. And there is much to do.

Please join me in praying/declaring that:
  1. God releases his wisdom to leaders in Liberia, Guinea and Sierra Leone to make decisions that set the nations up for QUICK recovery once the crisis is over. 
  2. I receive and act on a clear revelation of what He’s doing through my position.

Sunday, August 10, 2014

"What, Ebola? It's not airborne, you know!"

As my Liberian colleagues say, "This Ebola business is serious." It was so quiet and distant when I first arrived but has transformed and impacted every aspect of life from buying groceries to greetings to entertainment. Living in Liberia during what may be the worst viral outbreak in recent history has been an eye-opening experience.

Yet, as a believer in the habit of reaching to God for answers and clarity in the cloudy situations that life brings, there is much to learn. Over the next few weeks, perhaps even months I’ll share those lessons. Actually, it may take a lifetime:)

Lesson #1: Fear is the worst attack known man.
People literally don't want to leave their homes for fear of somehow running into and exchanging body fluids with someone who has the virus. Yesterday I proposed taking a walk around the neighborhood to a friend. I could almost see the fear creeping into her eyes. She said “Sure, but let’s stay on the compound, I just don’t feel comfortable. I just don’t feel comfortable walking around. “ I responded, perhaps a bit too flippantly “What, Ebola? It’s not airborne, you know!” It’s been a hard battle between taking necessary precautions and avoiding paranoia.

The verse about how God has not given us a spirit of fear but of love, power and sound mind has taken on an entirely new meaning (II Timothy 1:7). Its amazing the things God challenges us in in the toughest situations. He's says to me almost on a daily basis now "No, dearest, there is absolutely no room for fear, even in the most justifiable, fear-inducing situation. Likewise, there is no room for worry (Phillipians 4:6-7), even when all the signs point to the likelihood that you're at the threshold of the worst case scenario." He is really awesome and His word is coming to life in new and fresh ways.

A reflection on courage:




If there's no teacher like the school of life, there's no principal like the Author of Life. The Lord (en)courages me that in the face of fear, His courage is there, ready to rise up and undergird me.  


Monday, July 28, 2014

Ebola in town

First, a musical prelude. Yes, there is a song about it.

We're in West Africa, after all.  Music = communication and we desperately need excellent communication about this virus.

http://www.ibtimes.co.uk/ebola-town-rapper-shadows-smash-hit-soundtrack-killer-plague-1458650

Isn't is catchy?  Morbid but danceable.  I pray it helps with raising awareness that the illness is to be taken seriously.

I think the fear and panic that surrounds the illness may rival the threat of the virus itself.   Fear can drive folk to do things reality doesn't warrant. As you may have heard, Ebola, like a rambunctious mischievous cousin who doesn't know when enough is enough, is thriving in Liberia. But even worse a spirit of fear and distrust has amplified its effect.

Please pray. The word stands true:
14 if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land. 15 Now my eyes will be open and my ears attentive to the prayers offered in this place. 16 I have chosen and consecrated this temple so that my Name may be there forever. My eyes and my heart will always be there   I Chron 7:14-16
So let us join our Liberian and international brothers and sisters here and pray. In an all-hands meeting this afternoon, the Ambassador really captured the truth of the issue.  Money, government mandate and international involvement are limited in impacting the spread of the virus. This is at its core a human issue and every individual plays a role in either helping to spread through disobedience and carelessness or containing it through caution and wisdom. Pray that God's wisdom will touch the heart of each and every Liberian and international resident causing them to act out of love of their fellow man and humble submission to guidance, not fear and distrust of authorities.

Thank you, friend:)

Sunday, July 13, 2014

A "school garden" Liberian-style

As part of a 4-day site visit to multiple project, one of our alternative basic education school sites invited us to tour a school garden prior to observing a lesson.  We jumped at the opportunity to tour a garden, relatively new aspect of an education project that taught students valuable life/agricultural skill in addition to the traditional reading and numeracy.
Now, when I think school garden, this is what I picture.  Apparently, this is what the average American may picture since this and many other pictures of cute kids alongside cute little plots popped up in my "school garden" Google search.  Clearly the Google search engine has never ventured into Nimba County, Liberia.
When we arrived at the school we descended the vehicle and introduced ourselves to the school, project and county education officials.  

When they instructed us to get back into the vehicle to go to the garden I should have suspected something was up.  

When we drove. . .and drove. . .and drove about 15 minutes away from the school I started to really get suspicious.  

When we pulled off at the side of the road and were directed to climb up a nondescript dirt incline on the side of the road I thought "This is NOT a 'typical' garden."

So we climbed, cut through brush, turned down a lightly tread overgrown path then down another.  I though about my heels and my skirt.  I scratched my leg on a wayward branch.  One of many.  Finally one of the officials suggested we stop soon and not go "too deep." I thought we were already pretty deep.

The "garden" was a cross between a forest and a farm!  Apparently that's how they roll with school gardens up in here:)  Behold, a school garden in Liberia:  
Official pulled out a plant

Cassava plant leave.

Roots of cassava plant: The cassava itself

Sunday, July 6, 2014

The Evils of Ebola

It's serious and spreading.  Conceptually easy but culturally difficult to prevent.

Since the death toll in Liberia rose to around 60 this past week, the threat of the disease is more evident in my every day life.  I see it in the precautions organizations and Ministries are taking.  Now there are hand washing stations in courtyard prior to entering buildings and guards not only ask for ID but require using hand sanitizer upon entering buildings.  There is also an increase in announcements by government leaders from President Johnson-Sirleaf and others warning people not to touch dead bodies during funeral rituals or try to take care of suspected cases in the home or in prayer houses (very common here among Pentecostals).



The epidemic has even affected one of our projects.  We fund three pre-service teacher training institutes throughout the country.  With only two weeks before graduation, a case of Ebola emerged at one of the institutes.

Read this article: http://allafrica.com/stories/201407021027.html?aa_source=nwsltr-liberia-en  We'd planned to attend this graduation this coming week but is has been postponed.

It's devastating but nothing is impossible with God. Please join me in praying for the country and the people's wisdom on containing and eliminating this epidemic.

Our Work: Alternative Basic Education

It was the first visit to the heart of an education activity. It was a chance to sit in on alternative basic education classes in a school in rural Liberia. The activity is designed to provide primary school equivalent eduction to youth who dropped out or never got a chance to attend school.  The classes took place in the evening from 7-10:30pm. The activity is in it’s 3rd year. We met at least 10 officials from the school and from the county at the school. For some reason, the more people there are to meet during what should be a routine visit, the more suspicious I am. I wonder, what are they all doing here? In my mind there should be 4-6 people: the principal, 2 other officials from the school, activity coordinator and teachers. That’s it.

The visit:  In the first classroom the teacher introduced the activity, written on the board, and asked the students to turn to the corresponding page in their workbook. As the students flipped through the book I saw many empty pages. One, if any, of the students had pens or pencils for writing. During the lesson nothing was written and no one wrote. The teacher facilitated discussion about harmful cultural practices but did not complete the lesson as it was written in the book. She then called students up to do a drama. Then there was more discussion.

It began to get dark and there were no lights in that classroom. My heart sank. In addition to the mediocre instruction, there were no lights. I thought: How could any student possible be learning and writing without lights? How can the students really be progressing if they can no longer see the material just one hour into a three-hour school evening?
Now you see it.

In the next classroom there were dim lights that could have been better placed. As we sat down, teacher began the lesson. I would have thought he would have been already a few minutes into the lesson. There were Level I and II students in the classroom. It was a numeracy activity. No one near me was on the right page. I asked one student to show me the page. He found it in a neighbor’s book and the lesson was from the 1st semester, already completed. Again, few wrote, not everyone had a chance to practice to skills being taught.

Now you don't:(
In the end there were many thank yous and niceties. The students asked for lights and a machine to grind cassava from the school garden. Granted they need lights but my question is: are they doing the best with what they have? We thanked them for having us took pictures with both classes and walked out. The students also left?! I was in shock but managed to ask a few of the questions I had to the coordinator.  I made a few suggestions about light placement. She mentioned how the school put their money together to buy lights but just didn’t have them that evening. I responded “Ok. . .”

My heart remained sunk. It was clear the entire evening was staged. Somehow things got lost in communication. We thought we were going to observe a class in session. They thought they were to show us what a "class" looked like. I wasn’t sure if the school was finished or if true learning had ever really started.  I left with a LOT of questions.

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Home sweet home

I have arrived at my permanent home:  A delightful 2-bedroom apartment.  It so different from living in the palatial 5 bedroom, 3.5 bath home I'd grown accustomed to in Benin but I welcome the difference.  

I've been here for about two weeks and I'm SO glad to be able to start nesting.  In my 1st week I started doing what I've grown to love: decorating.  These may look familiar to some of you who visited my home in Benin:)





Apt #3 Basil plants getting a good shower
Small joys of discoveries at home:  Today I noticed that each apartment has a garden plot in the front yard from previous/current tenants.  In my plot I was pleased as punch to discover I'd inherited two very healthy basil plants.  Aside from swiss chard, probably the best edible plant for me.  


Another view from my apartment:
The Atlantic Ocean on a very rainy day!


Friday, July 4, 2014

Feeling the Weight of our Work

A few weeks ago I attended a meeting about the status of a global fund that contributes millions and millions of dollars to education in Liberia. It was my first time at a meeting with high level officials from the Ministry. It was a pretty intimate gathering of about 12 people, including the Minister herself as well as the Deputy.

First impressions: My first trip back to the US I will HAVE to organize a movie night and show Pray the Devil Back to Hell movie. There was the conversation. And then there was the spirit behind it. There is a scene in Ghana that reminds me so much of the spirit of the conversation with the Ministry that day.

I walked away feeling funny. They talked about serious issues that have plagued the people and particularly children of Liberia for decades. In the room were “big big” people with the authority and the financial resources to do something about it. There are blockages and setbacks. But I feel that’s not the issue. There was a lightheartedness characterizing the conversations. The representatives from DC managing the fund were urging the Ministry to do many things to fulfill their requirements. The response was positive but lighthearted. There was acknowledgement of the seriousness of the situation but the weight was not palpable. My prayer is that those with the authority and resources to do something about the dire situation of education in the country truly and deeply feel the weight of the situation. May their hearts ache for their country’s children. May they feel the pain of frustration felt by so many youth with minimal possibility for advancement due to substandard education.

And what is the weight we should feel?
  • Half of the women in Liberia are illiterate 
  • No one passed the entrance examination for local Liberian University this spring. No one. 
  • The education system is plagued by bribery and corruption enabling families to use money and sex to pass children through the system without gaining necessary skills or knowledge.
I am convinced that change rides on passion. Not money, not position. If people have no passion spurring them to inconvenience themselves in large or small ways to enact change, it’s difficult to move them to do much of anything, no matter how much money is involved.

In preparing to come here, the verse that settled on my heart was:
I have heard your prayer and have chosen this place for myself as a temple for sacrifices. 13 “When I shut up the heavens so that there is no rain, or command locusts to devour the land or send a plague among my people, 14 if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land. 15 Now my eyes will be open and my ears attentive to the prayers offered in this place. 16 I have chosen and consecrated this temple so that my Name may be there forever. My eyes and my heart will always be there.    I Chronicles 7:12b-16
This is a complex country. Like much of West Africa, it is a highly churched country. It was highly churched before the war, then many of the youth committed atrocities against their own countrymen including murder, rape, maiming, cannibalism, etc.

Praise God the war is now over.  But the battle continues. 

And Liberia continues to be highly churched. Some Liberians, like many West Africans, will not hesitate to invoke the name of Jesus in one breath and offer "worship" to lesser god/idol of money, possible wealth or power in the next moment. It’s complex. But God is God and is so faithful. Sincerity and true repentance moves Him. I believe it has and continues to happen here: people who have humbled themselves turning from wicked ways and seeking God. My prayer is that it happens en masse and that will usher in true change.

Sunday, June 29, 2014

Redefining home

I've been in the foreign service for 3 years and living abroad for 2 years. My concept of home has changed considerably.

When a friend found out I was back in the States she texted me asking "How long have you been at home?"

My first thought was "I'm not at home."

But not wanting to get all deep on her and knowing what she meant I texted her back how long I've been on home leave.

So, what is home now?  It's not my mom's home in North Carolina.  That's hers.  My room there is fabulous but it's not my home. It's not my dad's home in California.  I know his door is always open but it's still his door (and home).

My home has become defined by two things:
1) where the bulk of my stuff is
2) where I can be hospitable to the best of my ability (whether by hosting guests or inviting friends to spend the night at a moment's notice.)

By that definition my last home was in Benin.  My new home will be here in Monrovia.

So, why is home so important?   The less stable it is, structurally or location-wise, the more important it becomes.

I can't begin to imagine what it's like for refugees or, in Liberia, a more complex population of ex-combatants, warlords and child soldiers and their families.  In Monrovia, many of them are concentrated in an area called Westpoint, an area less than a mile from where I live on United Nations Drive.  I walked near there my 2nd weekend in Monrovia.


For a quick read, check out an informative article on Westpoint, Holidays in the Slum

Hard to read?  Yes.  True: Yup. A point for prayer?  Absolutely!!!

For me home is particularly important.  When I reread my first posting I saw a common thread.  The frustrations of my first week hit home because, well, they hit my home!  I describe myself as a nester. Whether I'm in a place for 2 days or 3 years I like to arrange my environment for comfort and coziness.

So I am looking forward to settling in my new home here.  I am already praying about a new project involving the home.  New but probably not too surprising for many of you.  Though you may not know what it is, I invite you to join me in praying for God's guidance in doing it in His perfect timing and for wisdom in preparing my home for it.

Exciting!!

Sunday, June 22, 2014

My Rickety Background: The Essence of Monrovia


So I set up my blog in  hurry.  The antique living room background struck a chord.  I thought "this has something to do with Liberia." I just wasn't quite sure how at that point.

Now as I look at it there's something about the imperfections, humanity, and history so evident in everything and yet the modern functionality.  It all comes together to form a lovely picture.  That is my background.  That is Liberia.


Over the past weeks I've had the opportunity to see many sides of the city:
- lush Old Embassy Compound
- makeshift housing built by upcountry refugees from the war
- downtown Monrovia
- Favela-like neighborhoods between the paved roads of Monrovia
- markets and supermarkets throughout Monrovia
- New Embassy Compound
- a school in a rural town
- my temporary home
- government buildings destroyed during the war
- young men playing soccer in the street
- children playing hopscotch

Some of it has been beautiful to behold. Some of quite gross.  Whether or not there is a home in Liberia that looks like this, the essence of my blog's background image reminds me so much of the city.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Journey to Billy Town: School Dedication

Last week I had the opportunity to represent my agency at a school dedication.  The school was funded by the Global Partnership for Education grant to the Ministry of Education. I thought of you and took lots of pictures on the one hour trip to the school site.



Nearing the school site, rural community
Old school:(


Event program with gift of a nut. Not tasty:(





NEW SCHOOL!!
Delegation from Ministry touring the new school
In this picture, note the Minister in teal green at the front left of the picture and the Country Borad representative right behind her. Also present at the event was the Deputy Minister (also a woman!), representatives from the World Bank, Global Partnership for Education, other development partners, community members, families and the blessed children themselves.
Returning to Monrovia